and so... I'M TERRIFIED

Can i tell you how i really feel? Can i tell you what i really think of you?

I think you have a lot of nerve, i pity you. I think you don't know what you want. I think you have no consideration for what you put me through. I think your selfish. You can wait all you want i have no idea if ill ever come back around your way. Because you told me you didn't love me once and i swore i would never turn around again. You can only push a girl away for so long until she never comes back. I moved forward with a hole in my chest until it was fixed and now I am finally leveled out i am finally stronger then i have ever been. I did it all without you. don't know if i can do this thing called life WITH you