Monday, February 7, 2011

I know i'm the reason for your sorrow


We have intentions as human beings to avoid hurting anyone but what we end up doing is hurting ourselves. We live to learn? or we learn to live? Every lesson learned leads to making a diffrent mistake and every mistake made leads to a lesson learned. I've been blind to my own true feelings until i got myself backed into a wall. It took me almost loosing something i never knew how bad i wanted to realize how much it meant to me how much i needed it. We don't realize what it is that holds us together until we risk loosing it. So when i call your name can you still come running? There is so much to be said.

DEEPSLEEP


I know what they say about all good things... will they come to an end? I'll fight this time to keep what i have alive. I won't let my past win against my future. Ill see it face to face. My head is clear now to be thinking all these thoughts that im thinking. My head is clear now to show you what I can do. The wall is broken down, I was awoken from a deep sleep and now its time, now its time... to live. This brutal awakening opened my eyes to make me see it's not worth loosing you. So im standing now to join the fight. Fuck the past... im on the move.

Time to wake the fuck up...

Sunday, February 6, 2011

forgive you, never to forget you, the end


I can feel you falling away I can see you starting to break. I'll keep you alive if you show me the way.
I'll always keep you alive when you leave me here to die. I'll fight to relight a spark someday when the time is right. I'll fight to the death to get us back where we belong. I'm willing to risk this now to wait for the right time later so we can be at rest with each other together.