Do stuff
Be clenched, curious.
Not waiting for inspiration's shove
Or society's kiss on your forehead.
Pay attention.
It's all about paying attention
Attention is vitality
It connects  you with others.
It makes you eager.
Stay eager.

Don't go numb again

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
tears were for the weaker days
I'm stronger
But something's missing
Whatever it is, it feels like
It's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
And I just wanna scream

I spent every hour just going through the motions
I can't even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout ~ri

"When people walk away from you, let them go. Your destiny is never tied to anyone who leaves you, and it doesn't mean they are bad people. It just means that their part in your story is over."

figure 8

Promise forever and a day then take it away, I will leave words behind.... chasing around in a figure 8, but something tells me i'm not alone. Those who  have nothing hold onto anything... even sweet nothings. Expecting less doesn't leave you disappointed. Expecting nothing leaves you cold and dry. But twirl it around in a figure 8.  It's the way the mind protects itself, by expecting nothing by expecting less. But who's to say this is right at all? If you never held me under then don't say a word. leave it all in my head then vanish me and watch me soar

Got both feet on the ground

let me do what I do and ill be on fire... need a little more then water to put me out. Give me a little bit of  oxygen to fuel the drive and ill burn everything to the ground. Flames arise fire in her eyes... let me do what I do, never been more ready.