October 13th

let me start off by saying how grateful i am to be loved and cherished by such amazing people. I have the most exceptional people in my life and love them dearly. Even though these are the faces you fight cry and laugh with everyday it's a day like today where you look back and just say thanks. I am a very lucky young lady, even though i am halfway to forty. I am happy to enjoy the next 20 years of life with the same people i laugh cry and fight with everyday.
thank you everyone for making this Birthday so special and memorable
20<3

BE STILL

Are you having trouble seeing this thing through
i wanna know who your running from me or you?
your too confused to open up and feel the way other's do.
.... living like it all depends on you....
Love How your never satisfied
but they don't have to understand you... Be still
and here you are down on your knee's again

We live well enough alone

When we say things like "people don't change" it drives scientist crazy because change is literally the only constant in all of science. Energy. Matter. It's always changing, morphing, merging, growing, dying. It's the way people try not to change that's unnatural. The way we cling to what things WERE instead of letting things be what they ARE. The way we cling to old memories instead of forming new ones. The way we insist on believing despite every scientific indication that anything in this lifetime is permanent. Change is constant. How we experience change that's up to us. It can feel like death or it can feel like a second chance at life. If we open our fingers, loosen our grips, go with it, it can feel like pure adrenaline. Like at any moment we can have another chance at life. Like at any moment, we can be born all over again

babytonight

You've got a lot to say
for the one that walked away.
I give you take