one night

lustful wishful thinking,  living in the moment, taking advantage of my youth. Its been what i wished for. I wanted it i made the call so for one night I battled the night and had you pour yourself all over me. "doesnt mean we are bound for life. we are upside  down and made to break but i dont mind."

You make me feel worth it

Just one day in the life 
So I can understand 
Fighting just to survive 
But you taught me I can 

Do peter pan

PETER PAN DANCE

Hello lazy and weak, get a move on

Get It together

I don't care and I love it!

You're on a different road, I'm in the milky way
You want me down on earth, but I am up in space
You're so damn hard to please, we gotta kill this switch
You're from the 70's, but I'm a 90's bitch

Seeing is believing, believing is seeing

:)

Titanium

Storm clouds just gather in her eyes. Furious with herself but proud in different aspects, how can I ever do this again? Just throw my hands in the air?
"Up on the hill across the blue lake is where I had my first heart break, I still remember how it all changed" I remember how it all changed to bitter- sweet -heartless- revengeful- wishful thinking. You cut me down but its you who have farther to fall. I blame you but I thank you because now I can find what I deserve. focus on  what I have always wanted and weave my way through the bullshit. Dodge a few bullets while i'm at it until I feel again.







Out of all these things i've done, out of sight out of mind, I dont think I can love any better now, Its just one that gets to experience all I can give. Forced to face the truth.

Accuracy

Unplugged

I threw my hands in the air and said show me something, if you dare... Come a little closer. Please tell me now, you know because Im Not really sure how to feel about it.

REAL Talk

If they aren't helping you dream bigger, Inspiring you to work harder, motivating you to be better... You dont need them! Stop letting people "chill" in your life, Their presence needs a purpose... or it's a pure waste of time for  both parties. Simple easy squeezy 

Sometimes you have to forget what you feel and remember what you deserve.

Edge Of Desire

Something we want is far different then something that is good for us.
It's when the two unite is where we find hope

light it up

nobody can tell me that I love too hard, I take it too far 
It's too far gone to turn back now 
The parachute's locked, the breaks went out 
And why don't you try it? 
I know you baby, I swear you'll like it 

Do stuff
Be clenched, curious.
Not waiting for inspiration's shove
Or society's kiss on your forehead.
Pay attention.
It's all about paying attention
Attention is vitality
It connects  you with others.
It makes you eager.
Stay eager.

Don't go numb again

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
tears were for the weaker days
I'm stronger
But something's missing
Whatever it is, it feels like
It's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
And I just wanna scream

I spent every hour just going through the motions
I can't even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout ~ri