Half of these lyrics are true the other half is just bullshit

Everything so boring
everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
Pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble and I crawl

you could be my someone
you could be my scene
know that I'll protect you from all of the obscene
wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us but that's not very far

can u take it all away
can u take it all away
when u shoved it in my face
explain again to me
can u take it all away
can u take it all away
when u shoved it in my face

everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
so make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble and I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
know that I will save you from all of the unclean
wonder what you're doing
wonder where you are
there's oceans in between us but that's not very far

CHANGE

It's always interesting to hear the answers your friends come up with when you ask them what they like best about you. From two of my very close friends i heard that what they like best about me is that i always find the good in people. I take what is positive about a person and i work with it from there. Often i put a lot of faith in people, some in which that don't deserve it but that is something about me that will never change.... I never used to have this mindset but I have undergone many obstacles in my life that caused me to change my outlook on a lot of things and this is the new me. Putting Faith in people has definitely come back to bite me in the ass plenty of times but I feel like this is something about myself i never want to change. Even though sometimes i may be looked at as nieve, i believe it is a positive way to life. For too long have i had too much negativity in my life whether it has been from people or just events. Ever since i developed this new mindset i feel like a much more easy going person.... kinda just laid back and letting things go their own way. Don't get me wrong i can still get crazy but with certain things i've learned to just let it take its course and not be so controlling. I've become a much happier person this way. Even though being like this leaves alot of room for being let down, thats just something else i deal with that will eventually make me stronger.

WAKE UP!!!

feeling...

You ever get that feeling where you are so uncontrollably indifferent. I almost feel nothing, i almost don't want to feel anything. What if this goes back to what it used to be. i moved from the stage of feeling everything to the stage of feeling nothing. I'm stable now, where nothing can hurt me. Once i get feeling back i may burn a little. It's not human to stay indifferent, to feel nothing. It doesn't stay like this forever. I just want to stay indifferent, to feel nothing this way just in case things go sour i won't feel anything. I guess to hurt, to feel pain and sadness is just a jolt. It is a reminder that we are alive, that we are human. We feel everything. This is the reality that settles in and tells us we need to get through it. But to be indifferent, to feel nothing is just so much easier. It's like the "fight or flight" the adrenaline rush. you feel nothing until the rush dies down.I know this is a stage, i know this won't last forever but when it wear's off i hope I'm ready, ready to feel EVERYTHING.

They told me It would be difficult and they told me it couldn't be done. To me, that sounded like a challenge. some said it would be impossible and that only made me want it more. They told me this would be something i couldnt have... well tell them i have it now, tell them i remember years ago when someone told me it was impossible. it's mine now

Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them...