CHANGE

It's always interesting to hear the answers your friends come up with when you ask them what they like best about you. From two of my very close friends i heard that what they like best about me is that i always find the good in people. I take what is positive about a person and i work with it from there. Often i put a lot of faith in people, some in which that don't deserve it but that is something about me that will never change.... I never used to have this mindset but I have undergone many obstacles in my life that caused me to change my outlook on a lot of things and this is the new me. Putting Faith in people has definitely come back to bite me in the ass plenty of times but I feel like this is something about myself i never want to change. Even though sometimes i may be looked at as nieve, i believe it is a positive way to life. For too long have i had too much negativity in my life whether it has been from people or just events. Ever since i developed this new mindset i feel like a much more easy going person.... kinda just laid back and letting things go their own way. Don't get me wrong i can still get crazy but with certain things i've learned to just let it take its course and not be so controlling. I've become a much happier person this way. Even though being like this leaves alot of room for being let down, thats just something else i deal with that will eventually make me stronger.