Wednesday, August 19, 2009

jumbled, nonsensical, messy, hypocritical, run on sentences


my love was like woah....
i miss the rush of your skin. the sounds of your voice is the loudest thing in my head. but for now i have to head where the light is ... no more free falling. because only one hundred days makes me older. I'll never know what tommrw brings if I don't make it through today so let me go. here comes every sleepless night you will take my sleep buy you won't take my pride, not this time. My love remains the same even tho everything else for you and i will change. For now maybe we aren't meant to be because i'm caught between what you want from me and every step foward brings us two steps back. I'm starting to think...were we alwyas meant to say goodbye? you can't make the feeling right when you know that its wrong and this is why i'm already gone. i keep on crying and you bleed me dry. remeber all the things we wanted? now all our memories are haunted. and i want you to know it doesnt matter where we take this road but don't hurt me anymore then you already have. our fists were held high but i want to find something else that doesnt make me cry, because i tried to keep this alive and you know that i love you so and i love you enough to let go because someone has to go. so i'm already gone, you've shut me out already and im already gone. Theres no moving on so i'm already gone. I'm one of those suckers that has to care TOO much and can't just let it roll of my sholder. i can't just say fuck it. Can't move foward without fixing a problem from the past so instead i'm already gone. As i lye underneath the stars i realize who i am, i wonder wat my life is going to mean when its gone and i want it to mean alot so i realized what i'm supposed to do, so i'm already gone. wish id live to see the day that no one suffers from any type of pain... i'm ready to, i'm ready to... let it go... and so lets see how far we've come

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