Thursday, June 24, 2010

Id end it before we begin


Its funny how you think I’m an idiot, its funny how you think I trust every word you say. You changed for the worse I don’t know who you are any more but im so turned off.I wanted you so bad but now all i am is disgusted. who are you? I won’t hold my breath for you to come back around. But I am fucking done. I’ve killed you with kindness only to receive nothing back. You spit on me and slapped me around. I had enough. There is noone to blame but myself for putting up so long with your mental abuse. You’re a sick twisted fuck. How could you think I didn’t know? You made a holy fool of me, and I thank you now. Your real good at what you do…. Wheel me in and push me away. Your real smooth at what you do… you make me laugh because I don’t think you realize what you do to me. Your too selfish to realize its not just you. Everything can’t always be on your terms. I’m not a rag doll to be tossed around. I won’t be here forever and you can’t just want me and be nice whenever you feel like it or whenever it’s convenient for you. Because all this…. Just isn’t convenient for me

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