"She said lifes alot to think about sometimes especially when your living in between the lines." The future i set for my self and the life path i am on right now is anything but ordinary anything but consistent and calm. Right now what i have set is to do nothing but live in between the lines. They say the road is rigorous and demanding but I want it bad no matter what. I want the chaos the rush and i want to FEEL every emotion of it. Right now there is alot to be thankful for. Especially for how my life made a turnaround and i can finally focus on myself and feel worthy, finally noone to put me down and tell me what im lacking or what I'm not doing right or enough of. The only person to criticize what i do is myself. I should be my own worst enemy and i should be the pain in the ass that pushes myself through tough times... and finally I am. I remember a couple years ago having a completely different plan for myself involving different people and all sorts of big ideas. But everything happens for a reason and I'm beginning to see why it played out the way it did and for that im more then grateful. :)
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