I would say I am a chill person and easy going but i have another side to me where i worry like crazy and i come off as insecure.... but dont we all?? Sometimes i miss my chill side but i often found my chill relaxing self could come off as "i dont give a shit, I dont care" so when necessary depending on who the person is i take on this role of worrying, asking questions, wondering? does that make me a psycho?! I have no reason to be angry with god, no reason to sit here and wonder if I am doing the right thing. I am who I am I can come off annoying and ask alot of questions and even ask questions twice but its mainly because I care. Half the time we have to almost force others to care as oppose to it just happening on its own. We all long to be cared for we all long for that someone to go the extra mile just to show they care. This way in our minds we don't have to ask the question twice. I have no reason to feel bad for myself and i actually have EVERY reason to be happy. There are many minor things in life that may turn into arguments many small words that can form into something that hurts but at the end of the day no one can take me from me. yea.... sounds so corny but i like who i am i like that i care and i SHOW it. I like that I CAN FEEL FOR OTHERS I LIKE that i can even feel anything at all. Yes possessing this quality makes me vulnerable to the outside intruders or close peers with hidden agendas but as oppose to not asking questions and not giving a shit? which would you rather have?
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