With every waking breathe I miss you, I miss how you thought so highly of me, how you not only SAID IT but SHOWED how proud you were of me. I am here to tell you that even though you are somewhere else right now I will finish what I started. I will succeed and get to the next chapter in my life. The chapter where no one can hurt me, where my confidence will sky rocket, where the only person I need to depend on is myself. Once I get to where I am going all the petty small things that used to upset me will cease because I will have everything when I get to where I am going. My feelings have never or will never change about this goal. I want it bad. I want to see my hard work, struggle, effort pay off. No longer will I get myself upset with the lies of peers the pain others inflict on us. Because I will be strong I will know that I got to where I been longing to go. Maybe I will feel like... Im too good for some bullshit. Im hoping finally i will feel like no matter what someone does to me... they can't put me down because I would of won my battle. I do this for you, because every step of the way you were there for me, with me and now watch me...<3