BETTER  IN TIME

... "I might let you go for now so i can be free, I'm not sure why i keep thinking i deserve this because there is no way in hell that i do. I'm not a bad person, not selfish, greedy. I'm average. I don't wish bad upon anyone. If there was a way to catch myself i would do it i'm sure everyone would. But what happens when your at the point where you have to depend on others to make you happy. It kinda sucks..."

When you have reached the point where you start to blame yourself for something that isn't your fault, when you reached the point where you have to depend on others to make you happy, when you reached the point where it takes one individual to convince you and make you believe that you are a bad person... you know you need to make a change in your life. Weakness will always be present at some point but to give yourself to weakness is not an option. seeing someone die almost everyday makes you realize, why give into weakness? depression? or the hurtful nasty comments those say to bring you down.instead dye fighting for greatness. Everyone has a breaking point and can only take so much negativity without giving into weakness. It's easier to fall then it is to hold yourself up. It's easier to just give in to the simple nothing harsh comments that hurt. It's easier to say "sorry , i was wrong" then to fight to stick up for yourself. the easy way out is weakness. always fight to stick up for yourself. fight against giving into depression and falling. love will always save the empty and who are you to make we wait for it?