OK... my last blog took a wrong turn... and IT'S ENOUGH ALREADY.

 you think you have it bad? you want something to be upset about?

52 year old female diagnosed with cancer and dying. She was widowed sadly when her only son was 4.  She raised him on her own to be a man and he is too graduate this year from high school. The days i provide aid for my sick great aunt. a car roles up in front of the house across the street where the graduating senior gets out of his friends car and walks up to his house to see his mother. He doesn't go out with friends after school, he doesn't go out at night. Instead he anxiously gets out of the car that roles up in front of my great aunts window where i watch. As he runs up to the front door to meet the stay at home nurse and finds that his mother is still alive it brings a smile to his face. Having to sit through school all day and wonder how much time will be left, before the one person who raised you leaves? thats something to be sad about.... we stress over dumb drama like bickering fights between friends, relationship problems and who said what to who about whom... meanwhile there is a whole other level of "sad" that some people haven't even experienced